me and her are totally two different people .
I'M SO SORRY I'M NOT HER SAYANG .
i can't be something i'm not but i can apologize because of it . she seem so perfect and i know i'm not . i get scared thinking that you'll might go back to her one day and leave me behind all alone . abandoned and suffering every minute of my life without you . i'm not asking you to stay . i know i can't force it . but i'm not asking you to leave either . all i want is for you to be happy . i know it sounds cheesy and unreal . but i really truely just want you to be happy . i want you to spend every minute with the person you know you will love without a doubt . if i'm that person than i'm glad , i'm lucky to have you . but if it isn't then me then you should find her , fight with all your might for her love back . thats all .
