noor shuhada abdul rahim . 18 february 2010 .
do you know how much you mean to me . how lonely i get when you're not around . how empty i feel without you beside me . when you're around you would hug me when my tears fell , you would kiss me and squeeze me tight when i'm so down , you would get insane when i get hurt , you would stand by my side when everybody else leaves , you made all the poison in the world taste like cotton candy . i swear if you weren't there for me all the time i would already go nuts . you're so tough sometimes . you get hurt a lot but you force a smile so that no one can see how you hurt inside . you waited so long for a boy that doesn't even know how beautiful you are in the inside . you never gave up your trust in love and you keep on chasing it . you're such a beutiful person and inside and out . all the memories we have together are well kept . people can only imagine how many laughs we have together . almost every minute . we spend so much time around each other till we eventually understand each other more than anyone else does . stories we shared that would make people envy us so . when we laugh i ussually never want that to end . let the world be filled with only our laughters . we are so silly . when we're apart the world doesn't seem so funny and laughing doesn't feel so meaningful . being so close and having a few BITCHES being so envy of us is frustrating but we got through it with flying colours and prove them wrong . that friendship doesn't always have to be based on a lie . when i'm alone in my room at start looking back on how many memories that i have with you in it is uncountable and i'm happy that i shared them with you and no one else . we got through so much , we pass and grown every step of the way . we matured more and we did it holding hands and head held high . friendship over love and bestfriend over boys .
