AFIZUDIN ISMAIL <3 . AFIZUDIN ISMAIL <3 . AFIZUDIN ISMAIL <3 .
23 NOVEMBER 2010 , 1.OO AM , ON THE PHONE .
honey dew . i fallen head over heals for you darling . i feel totally insane . i get freaking crazy just thinking about you . i feel electrically happy being yours . my hearts skips a beat when you call out my name . a beat maybe two maybe three . wow , imagine you smiling in front of me . my brain would explode just by loading that image . i will never leave you even if the mountains fell . even if the volcanos erupted , even if the tornados pass by . how can i explain something that is unexplainable ? how can i make you know how i feel towards you ? how can i make you understand the feelings i feel ? i can't . but i'll try . i'll try real hard biyy . this is no game . i stoped playing stupid games a long time ago . this ones for real . i fell deep for you but i don't know the reasons . truely i forgotten the silly feelings i have towards my ex . in my eyes , head , soul and heart there's only you . i'm just too fragile when it comes to you . i cry and i can't stop crying when my heart achs . i cry for stupid reasons . i hate knowing that you once had feelings towards someone else like you do towards me now . i hate knowing you once told someone else I LOVE YOU . i hate knowing that once someonce else had your heart like i do now . i hate listening to the song that you once shared with someone else . my heart achs like crazy when i started thinking about those little things . these feelings that cause me to feel all this pain . i don't know what to call them . maybe its ENVY ? yes , maybe that's it . i feel envy towards the girl you once gave your heart too . it's silly because she never did a single bad thing to me . but i really envy her badly . i feel bad , i feel guilty and i feel like i'm going totally out of my fucking mind . HELP ME GOD PLEASE . i'm beging with all my my soul don't take him away from me . let me stay in this heaven where there's only me and him just a little longer . holding hands and feeling a little piece of happiness . i come alive knowing you're mine . i'll never leave you astroboy so don't you dare leave me . let's get married and have cute little babies together . my feelings will never change not one bit . FULLSTOP .
I LOVE YOU ASTROBOY.
